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The Spreading Devaluation of Creativity

Yeah, you know I don't have much in my life worth blogging about when you read a title like that. My life got boring, so I'd like to bring up a little something that's been bugging me for a while.

Ever since computers came into play in evaluating education, the "soft" fields of study, the ones where appreciation is subjective, started getting eroded. Why? Computers could only crunch definite numbers. Therefore, only the definitely quantifiable achievements ever got notice. And funding.

And of course the trope of the starving artist began sometime after the invention of photography, when getting a portrait was no longer a true status item and realism became passé.

It shouldn't have to work the way it does.

With the amount of art, in various forms, that we all consume, you'd think that artists are valued. Nope. Try telling someone you make art, sometime. The inevitable response, unless you happen to be a Name in the field, is something along the lines of, "And what do you do to earn money?"

Sometimes, they ask: "What's your real job?"

And it drives me slightly bonkers because I can bet all the money I have [currently around $5 cash] that these people have never created anything by themselves since about pre-school.

People who read books but have never tried to write one have no idea about the research and time that goes into a novel. I must admit that I don't, either. I conduct research by osmosis, for the most part. I pick up interesting factoids like sticky surfaces collect grit and random hairy objects.

Things stick with me, like the true meaning of "iota" or "tittle". [They are, respectively, the dot above a lowercase I and the crossbar of a lowercase T] Which I read about in a dictionary long about 1982. And I'm eager to find out about new and interesting things. Which kind of puts me in the statistical outlier area of Douglas Adams' theory about new things1. But I digress.

People who stare at a painting or own one have little idea about the time or effort that went into it. Or about the artist's anguish about wanting to fix what nobody else sees as wrong. People who listen to music have little idea about the number of takes involved, the years of working on a number, or the sheer amount of effort it takes to get that feeling into a song2. People who watch a television show often don't know how many hours it takes to get that half-hour of entertainment together.

I think the mundane assumption is that if something takes minutes to enjoy, it must also take minutes to make.

Hahahaha nice try.

Nobody in the world has ever sat down at or with an instrument of choice and just pooped out a magnum opus inside of mere minutes. I'm willing to bet that the intense autiste 'savants' have spent every waking minute with their medium of choice before the rest of the world noticed their "talent". It takes years of work. Day after day. Sometimes, all day.

I have days in which the words fight me. I have moments where, after writing an entire paragraph in whatever I'm working on at the time, I realise that I'm going in completely the wrong direction and I have to trash that to try another angle.

Conversely, there are also days when the words flow like a river and I have to stop myself before I hurt my wrists again. Those days are both wonderful and potentially excruciating.

And there are days when, like in this entry, I am drilling myself to learn something new. My next book, five weeks away from commencing, will be written in Markdown. That's the code used to create entries like this one, and all the Instants you read every day on this blog. I will be using both educational and humorous footnotes3 because they're fun to do, and learning all about them and how they work takes some significant practice.

The next time you're prone to assume that an artwork must have been "easy", or that your kid could do the same thing... Try actually making something like it. Or take a peek behind the curtain and watch an artist at work. Or ask one what their process is.

Trust me. Artsy fartsy types just love rabbiting on about their work. Make sure you have some hours to spare, though. And maybe a packed lunch.

  1. The theory goes something like: Anything that exists while you are a child is normal. Anything that comes into existence while you are growing up is interesting. Anything that is invented after you turn Forty is intimidating by its very existence. Since this humble author is 44, I must be the dot outside the curve.

  2. But not me! I saw some of that effort in a livestream, thanks to my immense nerditry concerning all things Steam Powered Giraffe.

  3. Of course, I can't use this footnote system until next years' Year of Instants because editing is a stress I'd rather not have some ninety stories in. But I will be using it in my diary entries, and the aforementioned next book.

Rare Stream!

I'm not doing very much of my own stuff right now because David Michael "The Spine" Bennett is streaming.

He usually streams on Periscope, which I can NOT make work for me. So this is a supremely rare treat.

And even better, he's working on one of my favourites, Photographic Memories [which I have bootlegged the demo of for my collection].

I am dead from teh luvs.

Story later. MUCH later.

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I just had the best idea

I only had a half-walk today. Just around one block. Because Autumn is a bitch and I neglected to put my inhaler in my long pants. But that doesn't matter so much.

The idea is a little bit Playing Beattie Bow and a little bit Chronicles of Narnia and a lot of steampunk and a dash of solarpunk and some weird phenomena thrown in.

There have been incidents of people stepping through time and stepping back again. Local wormholes, bla bla, it

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The best-laid plans...

Have gone so firkin agley that they turned out to be un-plans. Wuzgunnas, in fact.

I wuzgunna go and get myself a set of orthopaedic sandals so I didn't have my foot-sweat trying to eat my feet in my already orthopaedic trainers. BUT... the initial model I wanted was both suddenly too expensive [the price had seemingly gone up from $79.95 to $109.95] but also lacked the heel cushioning I desperately need in order to walk with relative ease. The

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Payday! And other inconveniences

Made you look. The inconveniences of payday are that we have to pay all our outstanding bills before we get on with the business of paying for food and treats. Which is downright depressing.

BUT it's also going to keep us alive and chugging along, so whatever.

I'm thinking about adding a regular payment to my Dreams Fund so I'm not so frelling disheartened by it all, all the time. If I can just keep my hands off of it for consecutive

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Juggling Life

I had a bit of a row with Beloved about money again. Domestic arguments always seem to start with income and inlaws. But this time, it included outgoing moneys as well.

I'm a frugal little bean and I try not to have extravagant expenditure. I try to get as much as I can out of as little as possible, and going over that allotment makes me sad, angry, and bitter. Especially when I've done my best scrimping, only to find that Beloved

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Thank you for your suggestion, but...

About a week ago, MeMum suggested that I should have breakfast before I go on my daily walk. Apparently it's supposed to help boost my metabolism and burn fat and thereby assist in losing weight.

It hasn't been that effective because I sit at my computer and browse Tumblr whilst I ingest. Because multi-tasking is a habit that's more or less expected, these days.

And once I'm done with breakfast, I automatically get started on my blog, story, and where applicable, my

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I just found the best motto

So I was procrastinating more than usual [it's Saturday here. Ner] and in-between playing YouTube videos and Minecraft, when I spotted this post with its equally hilarious motto.

"Whatever doesn't kill me... had better start running"

I want to wear this on a shirt. I want to have it on a cap. I want some, highly visible garment that I can firkin wear everywhere and have people read it and smirk.

I firkin love that attitude.

Even if I don't have the

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Sneezin' and Wheezin' Season already?

I'm going through the tissues like they're going out of style, right now. It could be my hardy perennial self-neglect at at work, because I've not been taking my supplements... or it could be Sneezin' and Wheezin' Season.

Allergies are such fun.

I have a whole lot of sniffling and snorting and coughing and horking up linings of my bronchial tubes to look forwards to. For extremely limited definitions of "look forwards". Sneezin' and Wheezin' Season is hell. And I have one

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Firkin sleep issues

I woke up at 3AM again.

This time, I'm keeping a journal of my wakings and potential causes. See if there's a pattern. Confirm or deny what I already suspect.

And what I suspect is - my brain is its own worst enemy.

When I woke this morning, a weird dream turned into a real logistics battle in my head and then my thoughts wouldn't shut the fuck up. So I got up and worked on some fanfic because trying to go

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Ugh

Dentist appointment, today. Gonna get that plaque scraped off my teeth et cetera. And told that I might lose my front teeth if I'm not careful.

I'm being careful as much as I can, but I'm pretty sure I'm going to have to get artificial incisors. Sooner or later, it's going to happen. It's pretty much inevitable.

Fortunately, my dentist is just as invested in me keeping my teeth as I am.

What I am going to do is drag my little

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I am becoming an old fart

Or maybe I'm made of old farts, it's hard to tell. Or maybe it's the good old self-neglect at work.

I'm stiff. I'm sore. I'm worn out by going to the movies ffs. Going to bed doesn't give the rest it used to. The pillow is trying to kill me.

OK I probably need to find the right kind of pillow, but it seems to be an elusive beast that uses Brigadoon as it's sole habitat. Everything has memory foam cores, these

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Ah, Monday.

One more day of relative peace and quiet and I didn't get anything that I was gassing about doing... done.

Oh well.

We have plentiful amounts of foodstuffs, thanks to a trip down to Golden Circle and Dicksons' [and more money was spent on Unsuitable Food than what you might call the genuine article]. I do have a bargain tray of Chook Thighs, so that and some simmer sauce is doubtless going to come to a pleasant arrangement in the not-too-distant future.

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OK about those last two diary entries...

I swear I previously published them. And yet, somehow, they turned up as drafts on my editor. I make sure each diary blog is posted before I trundle on with the story.

I'm sure.

I'm mostly sure.

OK, it's what I usually do and I don't always check and I should. Darn it.

Meanwhile, it's promising to be a very quiet weekend without my little darlings filling everything with noise. Beloved and I spent most of yesterday just slobbing around. It was

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Payday! And other reasons to be happy...

I have a giant Toblerone and undaunted enthusiasm. The sugar has done things to me and because this happened, I went and made this happen.

Yeah. SPG has a reddit forum and I am a hopeless little weeabot.

That, and I love libariproject's art to infitessimal pieces.

I shall be securing noms, today. Cheap noms, of course. Because budgets are a thing. One more payday and I can consider actually buying culch, beads, and whatnot from AliExpress. And then I can

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