Realm of the InterNutter

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Evoverse - even heroes can die, and no matter what you do and how much you try, it's not possible to save everyone (GO AHEAD, MAKE ME CRY...

(#00139)

Cold. Remember the three O’s.

Objective. Orientation. Orders.

Objective. Get the survivors safe.

Orientation. Back to the plane. If plane empty, downhill and downstream.

Orders. Stay safe.

Sara hunched inside her impromptu space-blanket cloak and wished her bio-mimetic battle outfit (a) covered more territory and (b) was warmer than it was.

Splint done. This individual would need help getting down. Travois. Skis and blankets and gaff. Loads of gaff. Drag them out and catch up with the last of the walking wounded. Pass them on and then back.

Someone was coming up.

“Not safe! Go down! Go down!”

Not a survivor. A friend.

“What t’ hell you doin’ up here?” Todd demanded as he landed from yet another magnificent leap. “Why’d you forget to radio?”

Radio? There had been a radio. “I dropped it.”

“…jesus fuck it’s cold…” He pulled something out of his belt and rattled off some numbers. Then he added, “Judging by the tracks, the actual crash is uphill. I’m’a get some readings an’ tell you. Start at those cords anyway. Don’t wait fo’ us.”

He snugged her onto his back. Leaped uphill, along the tracks the others had made. So much faster than slogging through the snow.

Inside the plane was out of the wind, but not by much. Sara headed to the nose and checked the pilots. Gone. If Todd radioed or gave co-ordinates,  Sara didn’t hear him. She checked seat-by-seat towards the broken end. Empty. Empty. Empty. Gone. Empty. Gone. Gone. Empty.

Child.

Sara extracted the poor little scrap. Limp. Not bloody. Not broken.

“She’s gone, too,” said Todd. “Everyone left is dead, sweets.”

“Baby,” said Sara. Or at least, the little bit of her that was still functioning. “Not dead ‘till warm and dead.”

“You don’t got the warmth t’ spare…” He dithered for a moment, and made a sling for the little girl out of whatever came to hand. Tying her onto his chest. Then he tied her to his back and half leaped, half skidded away.

Following the sinuous curve ploughed into the snow by the walking wounded. By the survivors.

So cold.

So easy to go to sleep…

*

HOT!

Sara breathed in. Kicked and thrashed. Yawped.

“Easy now. Easy. You’re going to be okay. We need to get your body temperature up.”

“Mortimer? Baby?”

“Your… companion is in the men’s ward, undergoing the same treatment. He’s going to be fine.”

“The baby. There was a baby with us.”

The medic’s stony face said it all. “We tried everything.”

There was a horrifyingly small lump on the gurney just opposite her tub. Human-shaped. Child sized.

“I didn’t catch her name.”

The medic found a clipboard, flipped through sheets. “Peri Smith.”

There was one other name on that list. Sara could see it through the lax sheet flapping off the clipboard. The one name that mattered most.

Sam Adrien.

“Is that… all… a list of the dead?”

“Yes. I’m sorry. I know you did your best, but many of them were gone before you got there. If you’d like to talk to a councilor…”

“The Sam Adrien on that list. Was… was he—” shivering came back. Violently. Making her stutter. “W-www-ww-w-w-was-s-s-s he S-s-s-sam-mmmmmm-muel L-llllyle Ad-d-d-rien?”

“I’ll have to check with the document recovery team. You stay put. No wandering off out of there without a thorough check up.”

“I’ll b-b-b-b-be g-g-g-ood….” Admittedly, her own last name was not as prolific as, say, Smith or Jones. There had to be other Sam Adriens out there.

Someone else’s husband. Someone else’s love. Someone else’s…

Daddy…

Not him. Not now. Not him. Not today. Not him. Please. If there’s any mercy in this universe. Any higher power who could…

Not Daddy.

Not today.

Her tears would not come. Not when the medic came back with a too-familiar wallet. Not when she saw the blood on it. Not even when she saw his smiling face on his driver’s license.

The one person who meant the most in her entire life. The man who kept her alive just by coming home.

Was never coming home again.

He’d died instantly. Painless. The same lie all doctors told relatives. It was quick. It didn’t hurt.

She must have passed him a hundred times. Checked for a pulse every time she stopped at his seat, in spite of the evident injury that killed him. She must have laid her hands on him so many times, checking for anyone alive. And never seen who he was. Never known.

The three O’s never let her see faces. Faces let her make mistakes. Got her involved in illogic. And illogic killed people in situations where the three O’s were necessary. It was for the greater good.

But right at that instant. Shivering fit to shake her skin off. Sara hated the three O’s with a vengeance beyond a million suns.

Because she had seen him. She had known. And now that it was confirmed… she couldn’t cry.

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Another ficwar prompt: The one time when it mattered, Sara failed.

(#00138)

Negative. Again. For the thirty-ninth time.

Sara tried to control her breathing. She did everything she could to remain quiet, but inside her head… a thousand suns were exploding.

Their anniversary was next week. Their third anniversary.

It was crucial that this test be positive. And, for the thirty-ninth time in a row… negative.

She’d failed him.

And now he’d go away.

To someone more shapely. To someone more fertile. To someone who would not wake him up at

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whitelightningreplies: balderrask: westbor0baptistchurch: "But if you forget to reblog Madame Zeroni, you and your family will be cursed...

whitelightningreplies:

balderrask:

westbor0baptistchurch:

“But if you forget to reblog Madame Zeroni, you and your family will be cursed for always and eternity.”

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NOPE

NOT RISKING IT

this happened to friend of mine called Stanley, Not letting it happen to me

What the hell is it with these threats to make people reblog stuff?

Reblogging should be an expression of love, not a result of fear.

[Plus I’m pretty sure “Madame Zeroni” up there is tired of being appropriated

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Challenge #00137: Elves Don't Live Forever.

As per the fic war… go old school. Kitty realizes her feelings for Kurt after he dies in some horrible manner. KILL ME.

[AN: Fic war prompts will have priority while they are in my inbox. I will get to the others in the fullness of time.]

They got most of the people out. Not all. Nobody could have got all of them out. And for a change everyone was working together. Lance beside Scott. Fred beside Jean. Pietro beside Ororo&

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1 - 2 - 3 - 4, I declare a fic war!

dea-goes-a-tumbln:

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What: Tumblr Fic War

Who: Anyone who reblogs this post.

When: Until everyone is actualfax dead, because this is WAR suckers!

Why: FEELINGS

What: Everyone who reblogs this post is opening their ask box up to the most brutal, feelings-inducing prompts anyone who is playing can imagine.  Your mission, should you choose to accept it, is to take those prompts and DESTROY EVERYONE with them. Not just angsty stuff either, fluff can be just as bad, as many of you know!

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tearsinmybubbletea: hheatherr: okcgoldmine: via legallybored. cognitive dissonance at its finest Can u notForever oh my god I dunno...

tearsinmybubbletea:

hheatherr:

okcgoldmine:

via legallybored. cognitive dissonance at its finest

Can u not
Forever

oh my god

I dunno about anyone else, but I read all this as him saying, “I like to fuck virgins cause I know I’m a bag of wet shit in the sack.”

Oh, and he’s willing to say/do anything to get that virgin poon.

Nice.

Not.

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Challenge #00136: Just Like Her Father

“No one ever tells you that the true taste of victory is not sweet; it lies like bitter ashes upon the tongue.”

Da had always said that.

Young Cordelia had never understood her father’s caution. Victory had to be good. Otherwise it wouldn’t make sense. And it really, really had to make sense now, with Da taken hostage and herself in disguise behind enemy lines with a pack of mercenaries as the only hope of getting

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Challenge #00135: Offerings of Embarassment

Cherry pie.

JOATs, by and large, are nocturnal. Either by accident or design, they largely manage to find themselves awake at 3AM when sleep is impossible and the ideas flow like a madman’s flood and nothing, NOTHING is impossible.

Rael, designed to be useful during most hours of the day, only needed a few hours’ rest in his heated fish tank before being functional once more. He rather liked the, for JOATS, earlier hours of 7AM to 10AM when

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Challenge #00134: Wrong Call

End with: “Only as the full measure of events came to bear did he realize that she was WAY out of his league.”

The envelope was fancy. Paul checked it five times to make sure that the embellished envelope had actually made it to the right destination. But there weren’t that many Paul Pleskins in Southwark County. And only one in the trailer park where he eked out an existence doing day work and temp jobs.

The return

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Misfits

Misfits

Good news, I’ve figured out AO3

Bad news - looks like additional contributions are comments only until further notice

Other bad news - I think I might have tagged the wrong Foxglove as co-author…

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Challenge #00133: One Fine Day in a Play Park

Shayde and Nanny have a semi-civilized chat while watching the artist take a LOOOOONG overdue day off in the park to recharge. Vendors notice the juxtaposition with mild curiosity.

Julie was on the swings. Laughing. She’d been on them for half an hour and, without any other instruction, was likely to stay on them for the rest of the day.

“Be careful,” Nanny barked for the fifth time since Julie had sat in the swing.

“Aw, rest

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