If I get done early, I can listen to a new episode of The Adventure Zone. Which I can't find at the moment because it isn't yet out on iTunes.
If I get done early, I can work on that painful fanfic I'm writing and thereby be able to torture folks when I'm done posting Fifteen Little Words. [Because all writers are secretly arseholes, that's why]
If I get done early, I can fart around in Factorio, Minecraft, or one of the Discords where online friends and I are setting up to play some D&D.
So of course my garbage brain is like: I wanna do all'a that fun stuff NOW! What's stopping me?
Responsibility (N):
- the state or fact of having a duty to deal with something or of having control over someone.
"we train those staff who show an aptitude for managerial responsibility" - the state or fact of being accountable or to blame for something.
"the group has claimed responsibility for a string of murders" / "the organization denied responsibility for the bomb attack at the airport"
Oh yeah. That.
If I wanna be a writer, I have to write. If I wanna publish novels, I have to make them. If I wanna reach my goals, I have to take steps to achieve them.
...even when I don't really wanna.
Sigh.
Bitcoin continues to waver in the "no profit" zone for me, so this whole week has been a sack of farts.
::raspberry noise::