The fear/exhaustion feeling is not going away. It's starting to suck major league balls.

I will do just about anything to make it go away. Except break Keto. That crap is not going to happen.

Fortunately, I have a fuckoff-huge coffee hoard and little tricks like sugarless mints to help maintain awareness.

The worst part is trying to go to sleep at night. I can succumb to the exhaustion, but the fear manages to keep me awake for way longer than I intended.

Sucks.

Hairy.

Overripe.

Luke warm.

BALLS.

I shall be glad when whatever crisis I'm subconsciously panicking over is done with. I can get back to a regular sleep cycle. Which I rather enjoy.

And I can stop feeling like tepid hades every damn day.

Wish me all the luck in catching sleep. I need it.