Reasons to Focus

If I get done early, I can listen to a new episode of The Adventure Zone. Which I can't find at the moment because it isn't yet out on iTunes.

If I get done early, I can work on that painful fanfic I'm writing and thereby be able to torture folks when I'm done posting Fifteen Little Words. [Because all writers are secretly arseholes, that's why]

If I get done early, I can fart around in Factorio, Minecraft, or one of the Discords where online friends and I are setting up to play some D&D.

So of course my garbage brain is like: I wanna do all'a that fun stuff NOW! What's stopping me?

Responsibility (N):

1. the state or fact of having a duty to deal with something or of having control over someone.
   
   "we train those staff who show an aptitude for managerial responsibility"
2. the state or fact of being accountable or to blame for something.
   
   "the group has claimed responsibility for a string of murders" / "the organization denied responsibility for the bomb attack at the airport"

Oh yeah. That.

If I wanna be a writer, I have to write. If I wanna publish novels, I have to make them. If I wanna reach my goals, I have to take steps to achieve them.

...even when I don't really wanna.

Sigh.

Bitcoin continues to waver in the "no profit" zone for me, so this whole week has been a sack of farts.

::raspberry noise::